Saturday, September 27, 2008
6:06 PM
envy, death
jia chin have very high level of jealousy within him.
i envy
-the way samuel lim can concentrate so well
-cherp peng resourcefulness
-ow jun ying innocence
-yong khuang heck care-ness
and many other things.
but no point following them.
when i throw it out, it is out, don't bother reviving it, i don't want it, see a need to it liao, just let it stay there, let it turn cold, to rot away, don't bother about it.
so.... killing a cockroach.... lets ponder about it.
when you kill something, it is dead, it is no longer breathing, no longer functioning.
so when kids kill ants, what does this shows? innocence? curiosity? playfulness?
so before you kill an ant, do you bother to ask urself what are you doing?
NO! hell no. look at that small thing and wonder, maybe it should have stayed in its hive today, maybe it should had taken another path today, instead of climbing infront of me, and all these decision to get infront of u, had caused the ants own death.... so looking at it for one last time, you place ur finger on it, crushed it. killed it. so it is dead, end of story.
i'm not feeling this situation-all these things i hate / bullet for my valentine
