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Thursday, October 2, 2008

3:00 AM

what i kinda look out for.

still damn tired... so.... what i look out for in the opp sex... dunno.

after living with an individual for sometime, you know things well, then, no more "thrills" then u get bored.... so is this going to last long... i doubt so.

hard to tell if it is "excitment" or for real.... so try ur luck lor.... i'm not good with luck sadly.

can the other party really last that long, so is there a give and take situation? can be frank or not, or ppl want to play gender role, where the guys take all the probs, and keep it to themselves, so the other pary can have a nice time..

it depend on what the other party wants to see. but then, there will be times where everything is very fake, so this part of urself you hide it, totally hide it, cuz the other party dislike it.... how long can u last? carry on like this for ur one and only life.... good grief.

watched some movies... so they mostly had this love at first sight.... it happens, but rarely..... what makes u so sure u r the lucky one? then u got head start, but it seems a liitle like, u did not work for it, so u don't kinda treasure it....

if a person really claim that they are really easy to please.... it is really really for display.... those that said nothing, are the easiest to please.... cuz they don't even expect anything from u. u don't need to do anything and they are happy already....

be slightly negative: see all the pain i see.

don't expect other to change for you... change urself...

so if you are unhappy, do you say it out, or keep it to urself.... this always bother me.

grief.. i am so tired.



i'm screwed

The lyrics from APOLOGIZE
by One Republic

The split personality

this is what you get in acting different roles
when you just stop to think about certain thing
to remove all thoughts to keep my mind clear

things i may do.

go on net and read certain stuff [clean stuff]
watch movies for hours
may write down how i view a certain song

C box

it would be dumb for me to but a c box here
ppl would comment on my thoughts
no point right?
so no c box for this blog

stuff that can be used

language of the body
for the males
for the females
need not use for now
MUAHAHAHAHA. nvm

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